I was a child without fear. Ghosts did not scare me, and not even the monsters, I could look under the bed sure I wouldn't find either skeletons or vampires, I could deal with the girls in the fifth year, knowing they wouldn't steal my snack and so on till today. What terrifies me is saying yes to something that will not change tomorrow, to think of a sofa that is for forever, to hear the words coming from her mouth: "Tonight we have to talk"... And suddenly all this terror begins to extol as a roller coaster ride: "this is happiness! ". They say that falling in love is a reflex, something you can not learn or control it, I do not think so. I had to learn to love a woman, because I was in love with one, to learn to walk with her, to move in her bed shaking and to have twice as many panties in my closet and I did it with the same fear and the excitement of a 5 year old skating for the first time on an ice rink...